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It's been a long time, my friends.
I must say, in the four years I've been a part of DeviantArt, I've spent quite a bit of time away from it and learned a lot about myself and the work that I create.
My life has changed drastically, and so many new lessons have been placed on me.
I'm more selective of the people I choose as friends and lovers. I'm no longer the innocent, wild, strange, and out of control girl I was four years ago. Like the pencil I write with and the knife I cut with, I am sharper, more defined, highly advance, and more mature than before.
Why? What do I owe this change to? Whom do I owe it to?
Not very many names come to mind. No, scratch that, two names come to mind.
My first name to mention is my Evil Angel, my Romeo, the man to whom I have known for over two years now and fell in love with well over a year ago. Not just the simple and light, flitting love that Human beings tread through day in and day out, but something more overwhelming, stronger, breathtaking, frustrating, and changing. Like the weather that gives no hint of its presence or the approaching condition, or life that gives no mention to its meaning, Love found me and embraced me with strong arms and kissed me with warm lips. Delicate roses that litter my bedroom floor, soft hands that know my body inside and out, and a voice that carries me on lullabies and I float away into a dream of complete bliss. Romeo, you changed me from the immature, self-centered little girl I was to the woman you fell in love with. And here we are, over a year later, more in love than before, and you took my hand, kissed me, and asked me to marry you....
Yes, my friends, I am engaged. There is no reason or simplicity behind it. Just love. And love is what fuels my passion now. I found inspiration, passion...my loving muse who found me in the darkness of this world and brought me out. I cry in his arms at night as he holds me, for the sole fact that I had never been so happy. I roll over in my sleep and tell him in my dreams I love him. When he looked at me and asked me to marry him I had no other answer but yes, and to this day we are together, blissfully in love, and overwhelmingly happy.
The other name to mention for returning me to this woman I am and not the child I was is Christian, my best friend. If it weren't for you...I wouldn't be able to hold Romeo in my arms now...I wouldn't be standing on my own two feet...I wouldn't be alive, even, if not for you....My big brother, my best friend, my Dark Angel....My Phoenix....
I also find my inspiration outside of my loved ones and friends and developed a stronger, more darker interest in music and art. Adrian von Ziegler (research him on YouTube) gives me inspiration for my writing and artwork. I can still hear his beautiful melodies and sounds in my heart, and as I lay in my bed, I can hear the music, and picture the scenes in my mind. I can see characters, moments, snapshots in time, features and events in my characters' lives that I have to record. I see it all. So I bring it forward, and write it all down, keeping every moment of it frozen in ink and paper....
Last, but not least, I am working on returning to DeviantArt. Not fully, but in the process of it. I want to return and change things around so I can show my talent to the world.
I'm bringing back old stories from long ago and modernizing them, pushing them towards an update where they are relateable, understandable, and competitive against today's "popular" standard of literature. At the same time I also want to induce classical influences of Alleghieri, Poe, and such, as well as mythology, gothic literature, poetry, and horror.
You'll see the return of what used to be known as "Black Moonlight" under a different title, as well as the return of "Forbidden" of the Vampires, and new selection of stories to come about. I'm also currently researching for a "before-mankind" story of the battle between Heaven and Hell, and the development of the Demon, Belial.
Stay tuned....
I must say, in the four years I've been a part of DeviantArt, I've spent quite a bit of time away from it and learned a lot about myself and the work that I create.
My life has changed drastically, and so many new lessons have been placed on me.
I'm more selective of the people I choose as friends and lovers. I'm no longer the innocent, wild, strange, and out of control girl I was four years ago. Like the pencil I write with and the knife I cut with, I am sharper, more defined, highly advance, and more mature than before.
Why? What do I owe this change to? Whom do I owe it to?
Not very many names come to mind. No, scratch that, two names come to mind.
My first name to mention is my Evil Angel, my Romeo, the man to whom I have known for over two years now and fell in love with well over a year ago. Not just the simple and light, flitting love that Human beings tread through day in and day out, but something more overwhelming, stronger, breathtaking, frustrating, and changing. Like the weather that gives no hint of its presence or the approaching condition, or life that gives no mention to its meaning, Love found me and embraced me with strong arms and kissed me with warm lips. Delicate roses that litter my bedroom floor, soft hands that know my body inside and out, and a voice that carries me on lullabies and I float away into a dream of complete bliss. Romeo, you changed me from the immature, self-centered little girl I was to the woman you fell in love with. And here we are, over a year later, more in love than before, and you took my hand, kissed me, and asked me to marry you....
Yes, my friends, I am engaged. There is no reason or simplicity behind it. Just love. And love is what fuels my passion now. I found inspiration, passion...my loving muse who found me in the darkness of this world and brought me out. I cry in his arms at night as he holds me, for the sole fact that I had never been so happy. I roll over in my sleep and tell him in my dreams I love him. When he looked at me and asked me to marry him I had no other answer but yes, and to this day we are together, blissfully in love, and overwhelmingly happy.
The other name to mention for returning me to this woman I am and not the child I was is Christian, my best friend. If it weren't for you...I wouldn't be able to hold Romeo in my arms now...I wouldn't be standing on my own two feet...I wouldn't be alive, even, if not for you....My big brother, my best friend, my Dark Angel....My Phoenix....
I also find my inspiration outside of my loved ones and friends and developed a stronger, more darker interest in music and art. Adrian von Ziegler (research him on YouTube) gives me inspiration for my writing and artwork. I can still hear his beautiful melodies and sounds in my heart, and as I lay in my bed, I can hear the music, and picture the scenes in my mind. I can see characters, moments, snapshots in time, features and events in my characters' lives that I have to record. I see it all. So I bring it forward, and write it all down, keeping every moment of it frozen in ink and paper....
Last, but not least, I am working on returning to DeviantArt. Not fully, but in the process of it. I want to return and change things around so I can show my talent to the world.
I'm bringing back old stories from long ago and modernizing them, pushing them towards an update where they are relateable, understandable, and competitive against today's "popular" standard of literature. At the same time I also want to induce classical influences of Alleghieri, Poe, and such, as well as mythology, gothic literature, poetry, and horror.
You'll see the return of what used to be known as "Black Moonlight" under a different title, as well as the return of "Forbidden" of the Vampires, and new selection of stories to come about. I'm also currently researching for a "before-mankind" story of the battle between Heaven and Hell, and the development of the Demon, Belial.
Stay tuned....
New Year's Resolutions
These are my New Year Resolutions, listed in order of most important/immediate to least.
1) Lose weight: I need to fit into a bikini for my vacation to Cabo, San Lucas in the summer.
2) Start an internship: I need to get my career going in Journalism.
3) Find a boyfriend: I have no love life. I want a boyfriend (will never say that I need one. I don't NEED a man, I WANT a man). It'd be nice to find someone again.
4) Finish a novel: Currently working on this one right now. I already know which one it will be.
5) Submit New Art: I feel restless artistically. I need more. I want to do more. So I'm going to try and submit new work every week
Updates, Yule and Prayer
Updates
My finals are over in college. I have three weeks off for my holiday vacation before I have to go for the Spring semester and take on 17 units. Just to let you all know, I will be taking this time to take on some drawings and artworks to post up. I also plan to post up some more writings and works for your pleasure.
There are some things that may get in the way:
1) I am going to be spending a majority of the vacation time away from my computer, so there may be delays in my postings.
2) I will be busy. Yule is coming on the 21st, and I plan to dedicate the entire day to my Horned God's rising and the Winter Solstice coming. Not to
Vacation, News and Projects
Vacation
For those now catching up to the news with me, last week I had been departed for a short while from DA in order to go camping up in the Eastern Sierra with my family. This area is usually submerged primarily in mountains and valleys, between 5,000 and 10,000 feet above sea-level.
The trip was initially nice and very pretty scenery, until we realized that five of the ten lakes we had been planning to visit were closed up due to SNOW. That's right, it was snowing and ice cold where we were. At first we stayed in the valleys near one of the rivers that cut through the mountain ranges, but in this area it dropped down into the teens as
Leaving Tomorrow and New Series
Leaving Tomorrow
No, before anyone starts speculating, I will not be leaving DeviantArt tomorrow. I have no plans to do that again.
I will, however, be leaving for a short while to go camping up in the mountains with my family. I will be gone from tomorrow, the 29th, to next Saturday, June 5th. I will return on the 5th, but I won't be planning to pay a visit until perhaps Sunday or Monday. Following my return from my trip, I will be starting the summer semester at college, but it is only one class for two hours, so aside from that, homework, family, and friends, you guys will have my full attention. I plan to keep posting work up for a litt
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