I'm Not Dead...Not Yet...

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"In the darkness of Hell a flame rises, emerging from the burnt ashes and soars through the white skies of Heaven above the green lush of Earth, a bright golden winged pheonix, singing with a voice angels envy...."

A poem I had written a long time ago about the rise of a pheonix, a magical, mythical creature that dies in its own fire and is reborn in its own ashes.

The reason for this strange entry is because many people are asking me many different questions; Why did I leave? Why am I coming back? What do I plan to do now that I am coming back? Has anything changed about me? Is my style/work different? And so on....

To answer these questions in order, I left for a very personal and heartbreaking reason and I'd rather not discuss it. I am coming back because, like the pheonix, I am reborn in my own ashes and had picked myself back up to become something stronger, emotionally, physically, and artistically, and I want to share this strength with people who would like to see it. I plan to do many things, one is better my artwork through criticism and comments left by people who view it. Nothing much has changed about me, I am the same old Mistress Liz-sama that I was a long time ago, only older, and more mature. As for my style and work, all I can say is that I've gotten darker and more into the macabre/horror genres of the world around me.

Many people actually had thought that I was dead during my departure from DA. No, I'm not dead. I had gone through a long time of trying to find myself, trying to get on my feet. And for those of who curious to know what had happened to me during my time apart, I will share with you; I graduated, I started college, I went through a string of messy and passionate romances, I broke those romances off, I met new people and made new friends, I learned some, I lost some, I gained new experiences, I learned what things NOT to do, I went to a Nickelback/Hinder concert, and I found a whole new me in this mess of black that I had been.

I know who I am now, I know what I love to do and talk about, and I am a strong, independent, and somewhat assertive woman.

I am Mistress Liz. And I AM NOT DEAD!!! (At least not yet, anyways....)

To end with a quote I had learned in the past few months and I live by now today....

"Life sucks. Live long, love hard, party naked, and be sure to say goodbye...."
© 2010 - 2024 Liz-sama
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bluedragoneye's avatar
Welcome back Liz :)